Uh-Huh...
It was now that I realised I have wasted much of my time and my effort!
Since the day he left (or rather I drove him away),
Since the day I avoid walking pass the bball court,
Since the day I recieved his last call,
Since the day I send him the last sms,
Since the day I deleted him on my messenger,
.......well, it has been more than half a year.......
And then, I knew that I have met the right person at the wrong time!
For a while I seem to have lost everything,
For a while I seem to have lost my only friend
('cos the fact is I dun hav many friends to lose),
For a while I seem to have lost all faith and trust,
For a while Jerry seem to be only friend,
For a while I almost gave up everything,
......well,
"I know it ain't easy but that's okay......"
Soon, I knew that it wsn't a crush or something...
Nor was it a First love or what!
It was just a failure,
A dissapointment,
A ... I-don't-know...
...Until I met someone else
I was hidding (to be frank),
Sorry, 'cos I don't want to be hurt (or heard)
Whatever...
Hopeful? Or am I hopeless?
What hurt me most was Jerry's death...
My only friend......
Just 5 hours before he left,
He pleaded, "Would you mind skipping school today?"
I said, "Bye, cya later! =)" <---I still have that cheek to smile! Waddahell!
(If you gonna leave like this, please come back after I leave...)
I sounds like an asshole. A jackass or what?!
Well, at least I send him off...
What have I done!
When the right goes wrong... I was damn pissed off.
After so long,
After offending so many people,
After ignoring everyone for so long,
I have decided not to make anymore new friends.
What are friends for anyway!
But I really have to thank to some of my friends.
You know, having to tolerate my nonsense for so long...
Thank you for not ignoring, and thank you for cheering me up.
Though some of you may not notice,
Or I have been hidding too well sometimes,
You have done me great favour
If not, I guess I will not post this up or what...
AD, Moz, Beet, C, HT, HL, SY, YY, CH, Mike, BB, Momo, Rick, jo, elle, calvin, Ti, alec, tam, gene, an
And my rsgbnp buddys: Romeo, Sharppy, Bluman, Numberman, Maria, George, Michael, pro, zero, anticn, botakboi, alex, coolfreezer, socks, noobiehero, kissy, blondey, Spongey
Christ, thanks for being there when I need you though.
You guys may not understand, well It's Okay...
I think I feel better now.
we seek the truth...hence we trust..
__love me
|12:19 AM|
I have a choice,
To do anything I want.
Whatever the case,
Please shout your mouth.
__love me
|12:08 AM|